Yeah, Holding back, I've always been good at that, unattached. (yeah)
Waiting for what's Coming next, Things i know i should address, i Feel more Together when i am a mess (Whoa). That's for moments that just came and went, Made amends with you, Then you overstepped that's a line You never should have crossed you have no respect stop with all the threats, Like the more i get to know you i just know you less. Another city i dont know well, Feeling too much like my old self...Backsliding , Backsliding....
Got me in the Sad Feels, Got me at a standstill. Too much time Alone is when it gets real. Future doesnt pop up in the Past well. Outside that's the rear view. Now im going downhill, Dont know who im close with Going thru the Motions, Dont know who to trust when i....i lie to myself and i cannot handle it, why to i waste so much time on things that i can't fix? All these things i hold inside and i just cant forget, Thought that i could let this go...BUT I DIDNT KNOW IT WOULD BE LIKE THIS, LIKE THIS, I DIDNT KNOW IT'D BE LIKE THIS.
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….Hell is EMPTY all the devils are already HERE….
Name is Madison, and I’m currently recovering, I have been physically tortured on a repetitive bases, abused from childhood and onward. the mental torment still around… I have not even had the attention span to get on here and think or type….
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I’m gonna apologize for throwing around words like “retarded” or “stupid” as a blanket insult. That part isn’t right. You’re probably brilliant in a lot of areas. But when it comes to spiritual discernment, some of you are absolutely offline. You can crush books, sermons, and podcasts and still have zero discernment about the systems you’re worshiping.
TrumpCult #SpiritualDiscernment #DoctrineOverDelusion #ChristOverPolitics #DoneWithNarcs
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I don’t “know about shadow government” because I watched a few podcasts. I know about shadow government because I was in the shadows. That’s why I can spot these people and systems for what they are without you slapping “TDS” on me like a diagnosis. Maybe I am traumatized, but that trauma is from surviving the same networks you still worship, not from cable news.
CultSurvivor #ShadowGovernment #TDSisPTSD #FromSurvivalToTestimony #DoneWithNarcs
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My trafficking, MKULTRA, and more. I was trafficked through your favorite idols’ circles — Bilderberg, CFR, mafia, Freemason, Jesuit, BlackRock, Vanguard, Rockefeller, Maxwell, Trump era and beyond.
This isn’t fan fiction or Q breadcrumbs, it’s my nervous system and my life story. And no, it’s not ‘fanfic for Q’ either. That’s not even what Q brings to the table. If they actually gave you real strategies, you could at least use them. But they are not trying to lead you anywhere but the abyss. It is what it is, my friend.
MKUltraSurvivor #TraffickingSurvivor #CultSurvivor #Bilderberg #CFR #Maxwell #FromSurvivalToTestimony
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I knew from the beginning the “plan” of Q was never about saving America. It was to soften you up, pacify you, and destroy America from the inside out so they could roll in their one world order and make room for the antichrist. While you were chanting “trust the plan,” they were building the cage. I wasn’t crazy, I just recognized the pattern because I lived inside it as a kid.
TrumpCult #QDeceivedYou #OneWorldOrder #DoctrineOverDelusion #DoneWithNarcs
