I am tired

Tired.

I’m tired.

I’m tired of the fight to keep this.

I’m tired of being tired.

I’m tired of pretending.

I’m tired of acting.

I’m tired of going nowhere at 100mph.

I’m tired of finding things to do and helping others in chaos to hide from my own.

The moments when I’m ok and then a flashback occurs. I’m tired of those.

I’m tired of not feeling enough.

I’m tired of questioning my sanity.

I’m tired of being the scapegoat for others’ trauma.

I’m tired of trying to understand.

I’m tired of feeling empathy that I can’t switch it off.

I’m tired of being intensly introspective and tearing myself apart.

I’m tired of feeling hurt.

I’m tired of the shame.

I don’t want to give up….. and i wont. I just want to rest for a while.

I’m tired.