It wasn’t yours to take, but you took it anyway
I didnt want to give, but I couldn’t get away
And when you blamed me for what happened
I felt like it was my mistake
When you said you didnt mean to hurt me
I pretended it was okay
You said no one would hear me
That it wouldnt matter when it was done
I can only ever hope
That I was the only one
You told me I wanted it
Even when I kept saying no
You smiled like a wolf when i said you could go
How, in your head, could “if you want, we can try” sound like a yes?
At best, that was an ‘i guess’
I was a tease, i was the one who wouldn’t give in
And the very next day, you tossed me aside
Like a broken toy
You’d gotten what you wanted, those seconds of joy
I scream and I cry in the memories of the backseat of your car
This sacred moment, this monumental ‘first’
You took too soon because of your thirst
My body isn’t my own, every inch ruined by your eyes
How can i give to anyone else when you took what was mine?
Let’s become the light 